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So I'm sitting here, listening to my mom try to have the most horrible and awkward conversation of my entire life... she's trying to tell me and my sister how we can always depend on her and shit, how we can talk to her and she'll understand. And she keeps giving me this look. But I don't care if she'll understand or if she wants to be there, she already fucked things up too much for me to ever trust her with anything personal like that.
Procrastinating Myself to Tears
Do you ever procrastinate so horribly that the thought of all the work you've let build up literally makes you sob in grief and guilt? Because that's what I've done to myself. I have an eight page paper due tomorrow, my English final (meaning I have to go back over the whole book, half of which I haven't even read), fifty pages of missed notes to copy, three hours worth of things to type for another class, and on top of all that I have literally a hundred and fifty lessons to do in high school - all due at the end of next week. What have I done to myself?
Why wait?
It just occurred to me... why wait? Yeah, there's a chance that maybe I'll enjoy myself and maybe later I'd regret the decision I'm about to make, but truthfully... why not? That's all I can think and the idea is just really appealing.
Why is life so complicated?
My ex texted me last night. And we're back together now. But I really don't know that we should be. We've been off and on for the last year, and I really care about him (I even love him - though I'm not in love with him) but I don't think we're good for each other at all. But I let him talk me back into a relationship. I know I'm going to regret this later.
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